|Thursday, January 19th, 2006|
|Saturday, December 17th, 2005|
dear whomever refers to themselves as jak,
re: the death of text blogs.
i was finding myself blogging about nothing and went back and realized that every blog was really stupid or...passionately overdone and over emotional. so...text blogs are over, picture blogs do less harm.
|Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005|
|Monday, October 31st, 2005|
why do i feel like poop? why can't i hide it when i feel this way? shit fuck.
|Tuesday, October 4th, 2005|
i just got myself into a good kind of trouble.
option 1 - move to bc in january. get to know a boy i'm dying to get to know. live with an awesome girl that i miss. not be a manager at video max anymore. stay in abbotsford for a bit. who knows. i got an e-mail from brooke tonight saying she'd love to have me.
option 2 - try to get a job at manitoba hydro.(at supper tonight my dad asked me if i'd consider working at hydro. he said they're looking for someone in an area he thinks i would be interested in, computer data entry, and doing stuff like that). not be a manager at video max anymore.
either way, video max is out of the equation for my life. managing is not fun. too much responsibility outside of work that i don't get paid for.
i'm going on friday to talk to the lady at hydro that my dad told me to talk to. this is bananas. why do these two good things have to happen within 3 hours of each other. speeeechless.
if anyone has any insight into how my life is supposed to be, then please let me know asap.
|Wednesday, September 7th, 2005|
i rang the bell on my bike at a cat just now. what posesses a human to do such things?
|Monday, August 29th, 2005|
i would like a hug soon. this sounds so fucking emo. i'm not emo. personal touch is just...something else.
|Monday, August 22nd, 2005|
today was a really good day.
beginning: woke up at 9:36 am. at work for 9:46 am. not awesome. really not awesome.
-felt dirty and gross at work all day. craved a shower and my bed, but i still haven't had either yet.
my ipod came to me at 1:14 pm. i was happy.
i came home and rsvp'd for a wedding reception in rosenort on august 30th. pretty excited.
i am really happy today. truly satisfied. i hope it wasn't all due to the ipod. but i did have a fun evening. biking with sam, skatepark a bit, dairy queen with silly boys and sam and tristan, walking with sam, talking with doghouse boys (they've been officially nicknamed that), biking home and seeing travis and chris postering up this town actually made my life complete. that poster was hot! and funny. and taking with them was really great. thanks gentlemen. and then as i left, my chain fell off my chain holder on my bike, and...they fixed it for me. yesssss. handy boys.
now i'm putting music on the pod. heck yea.
goal for the week: show more love.
|Sunday, August 21st, 2005|
well, i found my puma sweater.
i work everyday for the rest of my existence.
now hiring sign up at video max.
steph's wedding was good.
christopher joined livejournal.
my feet smell.
i hope my pod comes tomorrow to vidmax.
i'm tired as h-e-double-hockey-sticks.
11pm. sign out. sleep out.
that's tristan, i love him incredibly
|Friday, August 19th, 2005|
i better get my ipod before derek does. if i don't, i'm gonna take his, put it in the sink, and pour water from the tap alllll over it. we all know what bad tap water does...
|Tuesday, August 16th, 2005|
i bought an ipod. it is coming to me soooon. i am excited. i am glad.
|Tuesday, August 9th, 2005|
today was a day where i wished i could just mount the bike and smoke on my ride home. i almost needed it.
i'm really really pissed and for a reason i've yet to discover.
i hate it when i see young children out late at night.
i hate main street drivers.
i hate that i can't find my puma sweater. where did i leave it??
i also hate that i feel so uncomfortable right now.
|Sunday, August 7th, 2005|
i hate living at HOME!
i'm probably going to be considered clinically insane within 2 weeks.
my mom makes me feel so tense. she's just unhappy with me for zero reasons.
what can i do to keep myself...from screaming and yelling alot? shit shit.
i feel like there are no pathes to travel down. i just have to sit in the same spot. no options.
|Saturday, August 6th, 2005|
|Friday, August 5th, 2005|
props to irving demalba. this is awesome.
this is my background i made, except it's only one of the 4 that i pasted up there. but 1 wasn't enough to see it so i did 4. it makes sense, for real.
i really like it. it's a few friends, and fun, and lomo.
hey derek. look it's you...cute.
and now crystal and donny.
and that's all for tonight.
love and tent sleeps.
|Thursday, August 4th, 2005|
i burnt my eyelids. hot gear thats fabulous.
camping is fun, but i need to make good decisions more then less.
|Monday, August 1st, 2005|
going camping tomorrow. it's gonna be fuuun.